Happy birthday to my love

Yesterday marked the day my love turned 25. Yes, we are getting older but we have all these memories as we grow older. Memories that may be forgotten at times, but do pop up once in awhile when u least expect it. =)

To my love:

My first memory of you: Seeing you at Safra Yishun. It took my breath away, and I had to keep going back just to have a glimpse of you. Seeing you made my day. =)

Our first date: A visit to TTSH because you had an eye infection. I was excited because I got to go out with you. Had to lie to my parents on my whereabouts. Hahaha.

You holding my hand for the first time, after my sister told u to because I asked her to tell u. Haha. Our first kiss under the void deck, I think it was a dare? Hahaha.

Meeting each other after school by meeting halfway at Cityhall, and than taking the train home. There were tough and bleak times in the relationship, but not many knew about it. But we survived it. I think that was our first fight. Haha.

NS came along, and it made me so upset, I couldn’t let you go the night before. Worst was I couldn’t send u off, because I haven’t met your parents. 2 long weeks of not seeing you.. But everyday, we texted each other. =) Than came to looking forward to every Saturday where I can see you when you book out. We survived NS. =)

During your police days, I met your parents for the first time. It was nerve-wrecking because you weren’t there when we first met. And even more because when I saw you, I couldn’t touch you. Hahah. You looked very handsome that day.. =)

We went on our first holiday, and it was awesome. I got you to myself for 3 whole days. And than another holiday, and another 3 whole days. I love our holidays together because I got to spend time with you, alone and not sharing you with anyone else.

So many memories and photos of us growing older. 7 years flew by so fast, and we’re approaching a different stage in our life. Many asked how we survive 7yrs together, and honestly, I still don’t know. =) We just clicked like two pieces fit for each other. We are different yet the same. Makes sense? Hahaha. =)

“I know you’re the one” This sentence makes me very happy! And glad that I’ve found my one as well. It may take a lot from us to have what we want, or maybe what I want, but I think it’s all going to be worth it in the end. =) Because I have you.

To many more years, my love.

I love you

 

So Low…

It’s been a long time since I posted something here. Nothing much to talk about, except work the past few months. But now that so many things are bothering me right now. I have nowhere else to rant. I’ve ranted on him, my brother, my mother, but still, I don’t feel happy.

I want to study, but yet, SIM don’t accept me because I don’t have a diploma. Sucks. Stupid and wrong decision so many years ago. Hai. I could go to UniSIM but can anyone tell me, would any local companies employ anyone with a UniSIM degree? Is it internationally recognised?

I want to change my job, but I don’t know what job to change to. Everybody thinks its a glamorous job, doing what I’m doing. Traveling all over the world, earning big bucks, a carefree life, actually working a few hours only, but like what an IFS once said in the briefing room, this job is not for everybody. And it’s true. It’s really not for everybody. Yes, I do enjoy this job, and it may be a job for me, but I really don’t think I could last forever till I’m 40 yrs old in this job. When I’m 30, my friends will be earning much more than me. When I’m 40, my friends will definitely earn much more and would have climbed up high in the career ladder. And I’ll still be stuck in this job, serving stupid people, solving petty issues. I’ll go crazy. I know everywhere else, in any jobs, the issues are the same. But really, I don’t think this job is for me in the long term. So, I guess the game plan is another 3 more years, take the gratuity, and leave.

Last thing annoying me, and I’ve really come to a point of acceptance of it, but still it comes back every once in awhile. I want to move on to the next level in the relationship, but money issues are setting it back. I’m kinda tired of always thinking about this, hence the point of acceptance. Oh wells.

Alright. I’m done. Haha. Hopefully something will happen, or someone will tell me what to do. Or someone can give me more patience. Argh.

Birthday planning!

Hehe. I know its a little bit way too in advance to plan for my birthday. But I’ve already booked a room at Marina Bay Sands. Haha. A joint celebration with my mum, whose birthday falls after mine. =) It has always been a joint celebration, or at least I try to make it one. Hahaha. Since she hasn’t always been able to enjoy her birthday, I decided to book the room so she can enjoy the stay at MBS, and just have fun. =) The whole family and Fahmi will be staying over, so we have to sneak them in into the room. Hahahah. I’m kinda excited about the idea, but what we’re going to do, I still don’t know. Hahahah.

And what to do with my friends, is also another matter. Because everybody will be busy with their stuff. Haha.

Sale Sale Sale galore at Houston factory outlet! Hahah. Gonna go crazy. Need to consolidate all the money to shop shop shop! =)) Should I get my Macbook Pro while I’m there? Hmmm.. It’s going to be at least $100 cheaper.. Hmmm… Will see if there is tax refund. If they have, I might get it. That’s a lot of money saved. Haha.

I wonder how you ever do it..

Bf’s away for 7 days, and the first 2 days I was about to go mad. It was so boring. I wasn’t missing him so badly, per se but I miss his company where we can just hang out at my place, laze at the pool, and just being together with him. He says he’s used to the idea that I’m always gone. Hahah. How do you get used to this??

I’ve spent my time reading finish a book, updated my selling blog, updated pictures of us in FB, watched countless TV shows, read blogs, went out for awhile with my family for makan, and I’m still bored! Hahahah.. But it’s ok. I’m leaving later to Perth, and that should occupy some time, and make time go faster! He’s coming back next week! =)) Trying to change away my standby for an Off day. *fingers crossed!

Oh yes, Movie date with Geor. Hopefully this time it won’t fall through. Hahaha. It somehow always does. Remember ah, Geor! =))

Ok, back to trying to find something to do. =)

From a complete high to feeling down

So, I finally told my mum through text message via my sister about the engagement. I mean, it’s not really an engagement because he didn’t really propose the right way, but it also meant something since we’re embarking onto another level. She immediately assumed I was knocked up. ???!! I mean, we were together for so long, didn’t they expect this? Or maybe they thought I was too young. I don’t know. Maybe I shouldn’t have sprung onto them like that.

But we are getting a flat, and that sort of sums up the future.

I feel sad that they don’t seem happy. I don’t know. Hmmm.. Maybe I should have told them face to face.

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I have moved! From the old to the new. =)

Let’s see if I can update constantly on this. Haha. What I like about this, is that I can put passwords on entries I want to hide and for him to see only, if I can’t talk to him. Hahaha. Ask me for the password on certain blocked entries, if there are any. =)

Oh yes. If I ever get around to it, I might set up sprees every once in awhile. =)